I had a scheduled visit with my Hematologist today. She took blood, I’ll get my results same time, next week. I was diagnosed with CLL 24+ months ago. CLL = Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia. When I was told I had “Blood Cancer” it was surreal. I thought about it a lot the first year. Now I try not to think about it. I’m over the initial shock.
My diagnosis came right before the world shut down. Mask were required and the jab was the right thing to do.
When I was diagnosed, I began researching, what was CLL ? The term “lymphocytic” in chronic lymphocytic leukemia comes from the cells affected by the disease-in a group of white blood cells called lymphocytes, which help your body fight infection.
My research into (whats in the jab) increased my anti-vax decision. The red flag that went up for my diagnosis was a increase in my (WBC) white blood cells.
Normal (wbc) is 12,000 and under. My first diagnosis was only 15,000. My last blood test was 25,000. It’s risen, but it’s still “under the radar” for any treatment, which I will not have. This is generally Chemo or bone marrow transplant.
When Covid broke out, I followed several so called experts on the vaccine. These included Dr. Robert Malone, the inventor of the mRNA vaccine. There is an unlimited supply of information and disinformation about the vaccine.
For me, the scientific and medical reality is this. Everything you put in your body has an effect/affect. Vaccines are created to fight bacteria and disease. This is what your immune system does, specifically your (WBC) white blood cells.
CLL means you are living with a compromised immune system. For months, I was careful in public. My natural lifestyle has generally been anti-social, so it wasn’t much of a stretch. It was extremely quiet here in Mount Dora.
What few gigs I had, were cancelled.
As a non-vaccinated person, I was banned/segregated/black listed/cancelled/isolated from performing or attending public events. I was a non vaccinated passport card carrying deplorable. The enemy of the state. I was disenfranchised for travel and other Freedoms as the world shut down completely hidden behind mask. (Still remember ?)
Are germs real, absolutely. I spent 13 years in close quarter classrooms with kids age 5 and under. Do you think they were little virus spreaders, go figure. I never missed a day in 13 years because I was sick from a flu or virus.
I still believe time will tell pertaining to the vaccines people put in their system.
Again, there’s information and misinformation. Young healthy soccer players and athletes dying from heart problems is on my radar.
From my research into what made up the various Phizer and other vaccines, I discovered certain aspects of the process. I won’t base my decision only on what the CDC = Center for Disease Control or WHO = World Health Organization report.
My CLL immune issue has the same buzz words with the Covid vaccine and how it works. My issue with the Covid vaccine is/what it does to your natural alignment with red and white blood cells. There needs to be a balance or you’re in trouble.
Those blood cells all pass through your blood cell walls. Any damage to those walls will undeniably cause a big problem. White Blood Cells are trained to attack germs, virus and disease. If they “go rogue” and misinformation leads them to attack your cell walls, it’s time to check out.
Based upon those personal possibilities, I told my general physician a few months into my diagnosis, I would not be getting the jab. He’s ask me several times if I had it.
My Hematologist didn’t pressure me to get it, even early on.
My explanation was this. My (WBC) white blood count , which is the main thing I watch, though it has risen, isn’t in the danger zone. Why would I take a chance on rearranging my immune system ?
My (WBC) white blood cells seem to be fighting a decent battle. I’ll know in a week.
Thanks Paul, I have no regrets about CLL, I accept whatever life is dealt me, I have zero symptoms to that, the disc thing was no good…..anyway, thanks for the reply, I appreciate it, keep writing and doing what you do……..MW
This is real stuff Mike and I have been so impressed with how you have reigned in the fear since you discovered you had CLL and have let your faith in Christ guide the way. It's a real testimony to me of your genuine faith and trust. Thank God for the doctors and their skill. But thank Him also for the skills he has given you to walk in the Spirit in faith and trust in His Word as your overwhelming source for Truth. This I am certain has been the real source of your victory. The rest is playing the medical part like a drum and finding the rhythm and cadence to walk it out daily as the Lord allows the music of your healthy attitude and faith overpower whatever the disease, or the devil himself, throws at you. God bless you brother. It really is something to behold.